“30 seconds of misery”

Unknown to the intrepid reporter, the grieving woman and her angry relative, I too was recording the sound byte of the wailing on my mobile phone. My commissioning editor in Delhi had kept reminding me about that elusive wailing audio with which she wanted to start the radio package even before I had reached Ground Zero.

“30 seconds of misery”

“Kya kar rahen hai aap log? Mazaak banake rakha hai aap logon ne!” The young man in his 20s was screaming at the top of his voice at another young man, nearly his age, who was intently shooting his wailing female relative. After frantically searching for his missing son, the woman in her early 40s had just got the news of the death of the one person who meant everything to her and was sobbing uncontrollably, unmindful of the rolling camera. And the young man with a small video camera - perhaps a reporter with a local channel – clearly did not to miss out on this heaven-sent opportunity to get the kind of visual that television channels die for. He had perched himself barely two feet way from the wailing woman with his camera pointed bang on her face to get the possible view.

Unknown to the intrepid reporter, the grieving woman and her angry relative, I too was recording the sound byte of the wailing on my mobile phone. My commissioning editor in Delhi had kept reminding me about that elusive wailing audio with which she wanted to start the radio package even before I had reached Ground Zero. She didn’t stop even after I had given her all else that she had asked for – in fact much more than that. But the problem was I had reached the mishap site at least a day late because the worst train tragedy of the century happened when I was on my back home from Bali after a family vacation. By which time, the wailing and sobbing that had rent the Balasore air in the immediate aftermath of the mishap had largely ebbed and it was hard to get a sound clip of wailing. When I tried explaining this to my editor in Delhi, she said; “In that case, can you get an audio of some of your journalist friends who must have recorded it in the aftermath of the accident?” She is such a sweet lady, I didn’t have the heart to say ‘No’.